Saturday I thought of you. I listened to our songs, how hard it was to remember our memories of What's Up and that there will be no more Tears in Heaven.
Sunday I thought of you. That was always our day. Jiving away to a crazy little thing called love. My infamous dip and a Pixie or Temptress a holla away.
Monday I thought of you. Robz sang and they played your song three times, I think it broke her heart. I sang for the first time after you begging me for years. You would have loved it and probably would have gotten me to sing with you too.
Tuesday I thought of you. I had spoken to you about this and I finished what I had started. I posted the first thing I had written in a year. I missed your opinion, and your solace on the subject. I told our friend how important they were to you, and you were a dork for not saying so.
Wednesday I thought of you. I hit rock bottom and was ready to give up. I knew you had the same Faith in me that I always had in you - and that you were with me - Always.
Thursday I thought of you. I had made it through Wednesday. I knew you were on others minds and they missed you too. We are all in this together.
Friday I thought of you. Someone spoke to me about you. They were trying to provide comfort and all it did was irritate me. I could hear you in my head "Hey now, lets not get all excited. Mofo's gona be losing their minds all up in here" *with a little chuckle in the end* That would have been followed with Tequila.
Yesterday I thought of you. You would have called me Pikey Hen for looking after everyone. You probably would have even been there and danced and sang the night away. The Judgment on stories would be thick the next day, but we would love it anyway.
Today I thought of you. I couldn't get my contact quite right. It burnt and itched and it hurt in only they way my eyes did after the day we lost you and I wept for you.
Tomorrow I will think of you...
Every day I will think of you...
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